I have been DESPERATELY trying to reach him for over a day, finally ended up calling his emergency line at work (spoke with his boss) found out that he called in sick Friday and they have not heard from him. His boss was going to see what he could do, not sure if he has had any luck or not.
His phones are off, left tons of messages and emergency services social worker left a message for him. None of which he is returning.
Most of my stuff, like warm clothes and SOCKS are all in his storage facilities I can't access them without him I wonder when that will be possible to go to the storage facility. I am wondering about our banking situation, are we still splitting things jointly.
Now I am worried about him. I should be at the hospital taking care of myself and my baby but I am watching the baby that is here sleep and wondering what I should do.
UGH I do not want to contact his parents.
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Saturday, October 3, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Not being able to watch my son makes me feel like a failure
I went to the Dr. this morning, got some results back and sent for more tests. They did me in today, it hurts to sit, breathe, keep my eyes open and I can't take care of my son. I can't lift him up without puking.
So I called him at work today...once, and then sent his personal cell a message saying that I didn't want to bother him but I really needed help with the baby.
Then I sent him a couple more texts in the afternoon, and tried him work number three hours after the first call. Then I tried again about an hour later. For the last hour I've been calling him off the hook and sent texts to his work and personal number.
He hasn't returned anything, I get we aren't together and that he doesn't have to check in, he has been GREAT about calling to say goodnight to our son which helps him so much. But WHY can't he just watch him for a bit. I am not asking him to take care of me, just help with our son.
Now on top of not feeling well, I can't stop crying because I thought that even though we aren't together he could at least watch our son if I asked no BEGGED him too.
So I called him at work today...once, and then sent his personal cell a message saying that I didn't want to bother him but I really needed help with the baby.
Then I sent him a couple more texts in the afternoon, and tried him work number three hours after the first call. Then I tried again about an hour later. For the last hour I've been calling him off the hook and sent texts to his work and personal number.
He hasn't returned anything, I get we aren't together and that he doesn't have to check in, he has been GREAT about calling to say goodnight to our son which helps him so much. But WHY can't he just watch him for a bit. I am not asking him to take care of me, just help with our son.
Now on top of not feeling well, I can't stop crying because I thought that even though we aren't together he could at least watch our son if I asked no BEGGED him too.
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